All This Debris Is Starting to Clog the System

A poem for when missing someone makes the soles of your feet hurt.

the way diesel exhaust
          clings to leaves,
          and drunks in the bleachers
          throw D batteries
          onto the field.
Meanwhile, we get zapped
          by lasers for lack
          of altitude on days
I miss you
          so bad the soles
          of my feet hurt.
I love the hobbled
          and the speed racers too.
In between
          is the feedlot’s maze where
          real estate gets sold
amid miles of unspooled
          garden hoses siphoning
          gas from the refinery
to thirsty bulldozers,
to a row of encroaching
          storm clouds forming
          heaven’s breadline,
to pregnancy
          during a recession.
It’s timber time
          across the valley
right when the trees
          are in bloom—
good for combing bee hair;
bad for asthma
          or getting heatstroke
          while wearing a bunny suit.
We flush the kidneys
          clean of their sugar,
then lie and describe it
          as a dry sneeze
          for the camera in authority’s
          broadcast booth.